January 2022 Edition
It’s the 20th of January already!
How many of your new year’s resolutions already lie dead at the roadside?
Are you one of the millions of people who people try to change themselves every year but barely make it through the starting gates?
What’s that about?
You’ve probably just glossed over your inability to really follow through on anything.
You say to yourself that maybe this just wasn’t the right time. Maybe next year I’ll start living my dream life and really contributing to a better world.
In the past few months, I have realised that there is both an inner and outer terror.
The outer terror is our collapsing civilisation, with climate change on the rampage and suffering everywhere we look.
The inner terror is what we find when we delve into our inability to follow through.
If you look inwards and observe what’s really going on, what you find is that you are totally out of control.
And it’s horrifying!
For you have multiple I’s within you. You’re teeming with a village of parts each taking their turn at the wheels of controlling your every thought, word and deed.
In one moment, a visionary part is in charge. One who sees the potential for this year. Who makes some deep intentions to bring about change in yourself and the world.
But of course a few days later, when it comes to actually following through on your plans, someone else entirely is in control. Someone who really can’t be bothered to work that hard. Who’d rather laze around in bed until the last moment possible. Who really wants to binge on that new Netflix series.
The world needs people who have seen and are confronting both terrors.
And funnily enough in confronting them we discover that many of the same lessons apply.
For example:
Don’t try to fight the terror.
Don’t blame the people out there or the parts within yourself contributing to it.
Instead, try to bring more and more awareness to what’s really going on and why.
Bring the candle of consciousness into the dark terrible place.
Spread the word.
Stop controlling, starting forgiving.
Let go!
Sending you strength to confront the terrors within and without this year,
Julyan
In December, I released a series of articles called ‘Weaving a Non-Dual Civilisation’.
If you want to learn more about how I see the inner and outer path of us collectively confronting our terrors and supporting each other along the way then check them out!
Here are the links:
In February, I will be running a 4-week Rage Club Series with Johanna Marie.
Rage Club is an extremely safe learning environment allowing you to reconnect to the archetypal power and intelligence of your anger. You can read more about it here.
The dates will be on Tuesday the 8th, 15th, 22nd February and 1st of March at 6-8:30pm GMT.
We ask for a contribution on a sliding scale of £100-200 (€120-250) for the series.
To register: Email pfabjohanna@yahoo.fr.
Check out our FB Event for more info.
If you want to try out Rage Club, come along to my ‘Intro to Rage Club’ session on the 25th of January at 6-8pm GMT.
This year I’m starting a UK Possibility Team.
I’m calling it ‘The Returning to Life Team’.
It’s a space to practice living in a Transformative Next Culture.
It’s a space to work through our Patriarchal Modern Culture conditioning so that something else can emerge.
It’s a weekly team to support you in confronting the terrors within and without.
Contact me if you are interested and we will decide a day/time together.